I'm trying to finish school and get a job. That's very hard to do right now given our current economy crisis. I've always been gainfully employed now that I'm not it's driving me nuts.

I have alot of pressure on me about getting these tests done and getting a job asap. I feel so bad because I'm not doing it. I usually excel under pressure but now I'm just folding. I feel like I've giving up! I don't know why. I see what I want and I usually do what I have to do to get it.

I have a family to help support so this should really make me step up to the plate. For some reason not only am I slow to "do it" but I feel like runners say-- hit the wall. What do you do when this happens?

Fall has begun and it's sooo beautiful. Sure it's cold now but, I'm very lucky to live here in Colorado. * See below*